Tonight is the first of six nights that I will be without Juannie. He is working late tonight and then tomorrow afternoon he leaves for Austin. He will be gone until Saturday. I think this is one of several reasons why I have not been sleeping well. I am worrying about him being away and having to fly.

The flight back from Austin when we went in January was awful. I don't usually worry about flying but I cried during that flight because I was so scared due to all the turbulence. We were flying just behind a big storm front to get to New Orleans and it was terrifying. Tomorrow is supposed to be stormy again when he flies out. This is making me even more anxious.

I haven't told him about any of this because he always gets nervous about flying and I don't want to make it worse for him.